As my wife and I sat waiting for a follow up appointment
with a surgeon this week, the minutes seemed like hours. A procedure
in the future related to her healing of her breast cancer was on the line, and
as we watched for the door to open, a small amount of doubt and fear began to
arise. Was she a candidate, or will they move forward? Until the
surgeon actually said yes, we could not help but be tempted into doubting, then
it happened. I simply said that God did not arrange the meeting and bring her
this far just to allow her to face disappointment. In that moment, we realized
that Satan was trying to plant seeds of doubt, but he failed. As the
appointment went on, the remarkable details of what we can look forward to
emerged. All fear was swept away.
We felt faith overcome fear. We relied on God to fulfill His
promise to be with us always, and we were not disappointed. He allowed us to
escape being a slave to doubt. His healing power is much more than anything
that the body can face on its’ own. We firmly believe that when we fully and
completely rely on His grace, that He rewards His children. We prayed, not for
the wants of a human, but for His touch on my wife’s situation. There will be a
fairly long lead time for the next part of her journey, yet we know that He
alone will shorten that timeline. Psalm 16:1 NVC says, protect me God, because
I trust in You. Psalm 86:2 NCV : Protect me, because I worship You. My God,
save me, your servant who trusts in You.
We are not alone with challenges like this. There are
friends who are right now in the midst of health and welfare crisis. It is in
times like these that our human frailty will allow us to take our eyes off God,
and cry out, why me. Regardless of status or standing, we will all face
the realities of fear. Our spouse may fall into a medical issue, our parents
will age and be called home before us, and some will experience the shear
devastation of losing a child. These are all things that we cannot control, but
what we can do is allow our faith in God the Father to carry us through these
things. We have to believe that there is life, after our life here. We will suffer
through things, but fear does not have to hold us hostage. If you are locked
into a mindset of fear of tomorrow and what the unknown will bring, then I
encourage you to read the book of Psalms. Look in the mirror and tell yourself
that you believe in faith over fear. Keep doing that and watch how God shows
you just how right you are.
Mike Shindruk
www.mastershandministry.blogspot.com
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